It’s sad to think that Sebastian won’t ever remember these moments in Jersey or that he ever lived here. I’ve discussed this with Jeff and he has assured me that we will visit but it won’t be the same.
I remember talking to Jeff about starting a family in this house. Sebastian will never get to sleep in the room that we prepared for him. We even had kids come over once so we could test how baby-proof the house was.
I remember asking Jeff if he’d continue to take Rocky to the dog park in the winter. He said he would just because it’s what keeps him happy and calm. He’s right, but now we won’t have to. I know Rocky will miss his friends, especially Dunken, but he’ll make new friends.
Last winter we said we’d plan to decorate for Christmas in 2013. Christmas is in a month and we’ll have our life in boxes by then.
The truth is, it just wasn’t meant to be. We have other plans now, and it’s for the best.
We’ll always have these memories of living in Jersey and be able to share them with our little man.